screescreeee

I feel fake saying I want to change my immage.

But to be completely honest I don't really like the person I am.

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time.

To when I had good friends.

But didn't realize it untill they were gone.

Like elementary school.

When all we had was each other.

"Best Friends"?

Yeah, I miss that.

I miss just being Cortney.

And not "that 'emo' kid"

But what's "emo" anyways?

I've always thought it was just a musical genre.

But I guess I wasn't informed that it meant slitting your wrists, starving yourself, and being sad all the time.

It's all pretty wierd.

Because the kids who call me 'emo' are all ten times skinnier than I am and don't know how to have a good time.

Me, I'm just the average blob teenager.

When I'm hungry. I eat. I don't starve myself.

When I'm sad. I cry. I don't cut myself. I just cry. Sometimes for seconds. minutes. hours.

But when I'm happy. I'll fucking jump up and dance. Laugh. Have a good time.

I'm not embarressed to be myself.

So I guess you can call me emo.

What the fuck ever.

But i'm sick of it.

stereotyping is lame. LAME!

so what if i  like boys I can share my pants with.

i wear bows in my hair.

my eye makeup is heavy. (omg i'm soo goth)

i wear 'wierd'and'different' clothes.

i'm cortney.

once again.

i'm sooo sick of being called 'emo'.

that's why i want to change.

i liked who i was.

untill stereotyping got the best of it.

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

this has absolutely no meaning.

i guess.

what ever.

bye